Wednesday, May 23, 2007
; Wednesday, May 23, 2007
dere's no point to go on deceivin myself..jus face the truth.and let go.im tryin..tryin reali hard to let go..but i jus cant..i dunno why.i reali reali AM and is STILL tryin to let go..pls let me be able to do tat..to let go of dis..as long as i can do tat, i'd be glad.so pls, let me let go of it.and ppl, im oso still tryin to believe myself again,to trust myself again..tat day i was readin thru some old letters..and i was so-called 'motivated'..it said believe in urself.and i tried doin tat..yes, i can believe & trust myself now,but not totally..i stil dun trust myself completely..so tat means i havent tried trustin myself & others again..but i'll stil try..