is dis life still worth living?
pain pain pain pain!!!
my eye damn pain!! T.T
its
swollen, but not tat obvious.
i dunno lahhs..
and im bored now! though dere's home econs test tmr,
so hav to study..
but as u noe...im lazy..i'll only start studying tonight.. -.-
today had the first music lesson..changed classes..
quite fun but boring...
anyway nth much happened today..
and hw period was...random?
alot happened, and frm happy i turned to sad emo for awhile,
den irritated, pissed and angry..
lik
wtf.
oh, and i almost vomitted. dun ask why.
cos i myself also dunno.. -.-
den stayed bac for awhile..ate some stuff & talked.
den went home.
and jelly saved my life.
i really mean
save my life.
we were talkin, while walkin dwn the stairs..
den the first step i was going dwn, i slipped,
and fell lik, 3 steps dwn.
luckily i held onto jelly who was beside me..
u'll nv believe how scary it is unless u experience it.
its lik, u ony at the first few steps, u had such a big scare.
and frm the top, u look dwn at the other steps,
and its damn scaryy lahs.
dun wan talk bout it anymore,
but jus wanna say
thank you jieyi for saving my life! =)and thank you afifah(for i-forgot-wad)!wad do u treat me as? u ask me to come and go whenever, whereever u wan.
hav u ever thought of my feelings? lik u think he'd listen to me and revise?
NO HE WONT. im super confident of tat answer.
so wads the point in it anyway? and he has tution right?
so how in the world am i gonna look at him revise?
and if u know tat he has tuiton, still ask me so early come bac for wad??
lik, fcuk lah. its ur problem right.
u wan u come home and look at him study lah, why stil nid me?
all u do is to order me about.
and im already trying to be the good daughter.
but everybody has a limit to their patience.
and thank you for being there there for me.
u helped me in so many ways, and i dunno how i can repay u.
all i can say is thank you and i love you.
oh yea, and jus now, at i dunno where,
wif jelly, sheril & afifah,
me & jelly were lookin dwn
frm the 4th lvl..and i dunno why but i had dis urge/feeling
to jump dwn. i dunno why im havin crazy thoughts these days.
anyway, blog nxt time..nid to study liaos.
bye bye~!