i just hate how screwed my life is. i cant believe im stupid enough to do those things. i can just unknowingly screw up everything in a few moments. so, i'm sorry to anybody i've did some kind of thing to, in the past, or in the future. i dont mean it.
a lot has happened since jan. those unwanted, unhappy ones, those happy & totally great ones(: but whatever's happened has happened. hard to not regret, hard to forget, so just let those things remain as the past, something to look back and think about? and not something to keep hanging on to. funny how i say these stuff but can never apply them to myself=.= & just another thank you to everybody who've helped me(: thank you guys! xD