I don't wanna put on a smile and pretend everything's okay.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

; Tuesday, November 11, 2008

' Was I everything you wanted me to be?
All my life I swore that I would never do
The kind of things that I have done to you

Regret is a useless feeling
And the smile you see is just my disguise
But my reflection never lies

Vivid images in my mind, in my dreams
Blissful ignorance
I thought it was love or so it seems
Lived my life pretending this girl wasn't me
The consequence of truly knowing me

I look in the mirror
And what do I see?
All of the truth
That I don't wanna believe
Nothing can hide from myself
Gotta be stronger than pain
The answer's in your reflection
Don't ever be ashamed '
Promise - Candy Coated Chaos

I have no idea why I'm blogging.
I just very naturally went into the lyricsmania website & found some really nice lyrics.
This band Candy Coated Chaos has some really meaningful lyrics.

Yeah, so don't blame me for not knowing what to post.
Uhh, land training ystrday was quite fun.
Normal training plus gym, them did abit of skipping rope.

It was fun, me & Jessica tried doing the double one.
And, well, we did manage to do it successfully a few times.
Haah, super fun.
Then we did leg raise. Crapping with Hazel at the corner ;x
Them meeting, updated logbooks.

The sec 2s were the last ones to leave.
Only left with me, Natalie, Hazel, Sok Shan, Jessica & Shona in the whole canteen.
& we were all listening to Natalie's pri sch story & abt her CSS audition thing.

Lol. Supposed to go town today with my mom,
but it's another day spent rotting at home.
Oh ya ! Met Shirly laogong for lunch ystrday.
We went to Ho Kee Pau, and OMG,
Kimberly super act smart & in the end wasted food (& money).
All Shirly could say to me was 'Good luck to you' when she saw how much I ordered.

But hey, I didnt waste too much food kaes.
I only had not alot of leftovers.

Anw, I guess I'm done here.
Buh - bye !