Sunday, December 20, 2009
; Sunday, December 20, 2009
Supposed to go cycling today. But SOMEBODY changed our plans. Ended up at Clement's house for majhong.5 more days to Christmas. Omg. Don't even wanna remind myself of the endless pile of h/w undone, no, untouched, I mean. Or the hell of a year that's awaiting us. Damn.I haven't had enough of playing, eating, drinking, rotting at home, hanging out, going for training, staying up late, waking up after 11, being on FB almost everyday... (and this list will go on & on)I really really really dont want school to start yet. People always say they want to know their future. But not me now. Knowing the amount of pressure we'll be facing when the school term starts, the constant late nights, rushing of last min works, failling tests, getting very severe scoldings from all our teachers because we are not focusing, I'm honestly NOT prepared. If being not prepared means not having to face it, I would gladly be like that. But no, reality is a dagger through your heart. Life is about facing the unexpected. So there's no point in being not prepared, cos this is abt forcing myself to be prepared when I'm not. I want to drown myself in the world of no worries. Maybe be a PR there so I wont ever have to face up to reality. Yes, I've realised that my posts are becoming more depressed. And one last thing. Life sucks more than it rocks.
